confessions: July 2008

I have been waiting for so long,

yet you just kept me w a i t i n g. . .

Thursday, July 31, 2008 .

okay time for a post which has at least a paragraph

ass-week (you know assignment? ass) is more than half way done. colour's going well, refer to post below. codid presentation went alright, but jiunn still has my idea book so i cant update it, and i cant contact him no matter how i try. design fund is later today, and since i'm going to school at 10 to show gail my sketches, i have 4 hours plus class time to do my finals and mount them. bhakta was quite pleased with my variations, or at least he seemed like it. vid aud on friday is bound to be a tiring one as i have to sync the voice recordings and the clips together. problem is that one recording for a pereson can be like 5 seconds long, and the guy only moves his lips for like half a second. go figure

for those who dont know, im a WoW-er having a break, cause there is no way i can raid while schooling. i went to my guild's website earlier, www.racgaming.org for those interested, and realised that ILLIDAN IS DOWN! SOULBOUND CLEAR BLACK TEMPLE! way to go guys. sunwell awaits, and looking forward to september, which is when i can play again (:

level 9, i.e. con 3, of holy spirit this year are going for a mission trip to the phillipines in dec this year, and im glad to say that i'll most likely be going, with byrne and francis. so yeah 3 godbrothers. OHOH anne is coming too! (she reads this blog so i had to put that down you see. thing about anne, is that she had a way haha) anyway, a bunch of us, namely Christ Alive, were supposed to go 2 years ago. however, because of a certain someone who never appeared in holy spirit after that incident, it never materialized. so after hearing al dizon saying that he needs helpers for this trip, i immidiately jumped on the chance to go. why not give some less fortunate children a little christmas cheer and joy? and share the love of God with them?

so yeah. thats whats been going on in my life. boring or not, its up to you to decide.

God bless

take me now,
1:14 AM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 .

i think its pretty damn nice
what do you think?
many thanks to angie, sam and cheryl

take me now,
10:59 PM

i can be your hero baby
i can kiss away the pain
i will stand by you forever
you can take my breath away

take me now,
12:39 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008 .

assignments due this week:
codid
drawing-sketches
colour
design fund

stuff i'm afraid i'm gonna fail:
codid
drawing
STUDIO PROJECT

sigh

take me now,
10:26 PM

haha... fun night...
many thanks to keith and byrne as my voice actors
'SHUT THE FUCK UP'
(:

anw, took like 1000000000000000000 pics with anne, keith, byrne, sew and lil timmy with

byrne's magic mac book. here are some along with our 1st camwhoring session with the mac book with francis, lexy, leonard and nicole too, which was like in may?

1st cam whoring session

HAHAH BYRNE'S HAIR

2nd camwhoring session

HAHA THERMAL CAMERA I'M TOO HOT!

anw, we tried to do this music video thing, but somehow the music didnt play when we played it back. oh well. off to more codid

take me now,
1:16 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008 .

this sucks. really. feeling the worst i've been for a while. i just don't feel like i'm good enough. what if i fail? where do i go? will my parents let me stay in poly? i don't think so. and if they make me take another course, i have no idea what to take. i mean all i've wanted to do is games design, and if i can't do that, then i'll be lost

bhakta is gonna see my sketches in a few minutes, and i'll prob be screwed and roasted. all i wanted was to finish all 42, and i thought i'll be safe once i've completed them. but looking at all my other classmate's work, i feel so inferior. they can finish all 42 AND have such bloody good quality

design fund is the last module that i thought i would fail, now i'm not so sure. i need to go out tonight...

take me now,
3:38 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 .

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag eight people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What are your reasons for having a LJ?
I have an LJ?

2. What do you do before bedtime?
Read, talk on the phone

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
A nice simple one attended by my closest friends

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
Singapore? I don't know. I don't like to travel, but i adore Melbourne

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Both really, depending on whom I'm with

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone. Well the most important is to love oneself, and it's also the hardest

7. Do you trust easily?
Maybe

8. What person, dead or alive, is your role model?
No idea. Someone who can throw disc and hit his target 99/100 times?

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yeah

10. When's the last time you had fun?
Today evening during bonding session

11. Is being tagged fun?
It's alright. Gives me something to blog and to do before i tackle on 16 more sketches -.-

12. How do you see yourself?
Quiet, crazy, deep, fun-loving. Weird combination?

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My friends

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
SUNSHINE

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor

16. How many children do you want to have, if any?
2 or 3

17. What's better, to give or to receive?
Give

18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
None. It's not fair to them

19. What would you do if you (or your girlfriend) became pregnant unexpectedly?
Not gonna happen

20. What are you waiting for right now?
IDEAS FOR THE BLOODY SKETCHES

Tagged:
I have no idea who reads this blog so I'm just gonna throw some names around.
Addy, Yong Kiet, Iddie... Aiya if you wanna do then do la

take me now,
10:50 PM

it's one thing to not be able to fall asleep after having a cup of coffee and a nap in the afternoon

it's another totally different thing when you had 5 hours of sleep the night before, a full day of school, training and spend hours in bed tossing and turning

i so need sleeping pills

take me now,
2:37 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 .

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

B, i had no warning. i had no idea. i'm sorry. i'm writing this, with that small hope in my heart that you'll see it one day. hell its worth trying and dying to save our friendship. i had no idea how you felt. i'm sorry. i love you, as a friend. an awesome friend. you are now going to hate me, for i know that is how you help yourself get over someone, and there is nothing i can do to stop you. maybe in the future, we will meet. and maybe you'll still hate me. i don't know. but when we do meet, all i'm asking for is to see you smile. do take care

-jervis

take me now,
12:34 AM

Monday, July 21, 2008 .

times change, and people do too. relationships and friendships are a strange strange thing. you might see the presidents of 2 neighbouring countries shaking hand in the papers one day, and the next day, they are arguing over what is whose just for the sake of it.

friends. how do you know who are your friends? are they the people whom you hang out with everyday? the people whom you eat, shit, sleep with(its a phrase, not sex)?

how about those people who you think who are really cool? those guys who smoke and have 10000000 piercings all over their body? some will do anything to hang out with these 'brothers'.

no matter who your friends are, they will have a huge impact on your lives. i've met people who are like 50 plus years old, who've been friends since 6 or something. i've heard of people, especially girls, who used to be bestfriends, but now hate each other's guts.

for myself, i am thankful to have such an amazing group of friends. from people like matt who loves his child porn(HAH), to people like suand, i mean sandra, whom everyone adores. they are people whom i can trust, people whom i know i can count on to be there for me when i need it.

however, i've also had friends whom, for one reason or another, have drifted apart with. B, i dont think you are reading this. but if you are, i'm sorry if you feel that i've not been there for you. times spent with you, especially 2 years ago, were one of the best in my life. happy birthday B, and may all your wishes come through

ps: jia you kelly!

take me now,
7:52 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008 .

esther sim, being the oh so modest girl she is, wants a post dedicated to her, so here it is.

she helps me make guitar pick keychains. she is going to get confirmed this year, and is currently in koinonia for mip, where she stones till theres no tmr. she thinks shes really nice and pretty, and is a good 'sister' to me. she also wants me to tell any hot guy reading this who is interested to contact me.

anyway, to much more important things. 3 years ago in july, a group of 14 year olds went to pelangi village for their esp, or external service project. there, this poser dude carrying a guitar around met this quiet girl with this irritatingly high voice. their friendship grew and grew and grew, and these 2 became the best of friends. thanks iddie, for everything.

2005-2008

take me now,
10:28 PM

template is done. much thanks to anne xue. tell me if you want me to link you. but link me first (:

take me now,
10:24 PM

yes. jervis kang has decided to start a blog again. now blogger please let me change my template and not say theres an error with every template i throw at you

take me now,
9:42 PM