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I have been waiting for so long,  
  yet you just kept me w a i t i n g. . .
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 .

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

B, i had no warning. i had no idea. i'm sorry. i'm writing this, with that small hope in my heart that you'll see it one day. hell its worth trying and dying to save our friendship. i had no idea how you felt. i'm sorry. i love you, as a friend. an awesome friend. you are now going to hate me, for i know that is how you help yourself get over someone, and there is nothing i can do to stop you. maybe in the future, we will meet. and maybe you'll still hate me. i don't know. but when we do meet, all i'm asking for is to see you smile. do take care

-jervis

take me now,
12:34 AM