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I have been waiting for so long,  
  yet you just kept me w a i t i n g. . .
Thursday, July 24, 2008 .

this sucks. really. feeling the worst i've been for a while. i just don't feel like i'm good enough. what if i fail? where do i go? will my parents let me stay in poly? i don't think so. and if they make me take another course, i have no idea what to take. i mean all i've wanted to do is games design, and if i can't do that, then i'll be lost

bhakta is gonna see my sketches in a few minutes, and i'll prob be screwed and roasted. all i wanted was to finish all 42, and i thought i'll be safe once i've completed them. but looking at all my other classmate's work, i feel so inferior. they can finish all 42 AND have such bloody good quality

design fund is the last module that i thought i would fail, now i'm not so sure. i need to go out tonight...
take me now,
3:38 PM