| Saturday, August 9, 2008 . |
who thinks im shy? you dont think so? many people go 'yeah right' when i say im shy. but the truth is, im this quiet soft spoken guy when im around people i dont really know
yeah i know, i can be this crazy guy who makes noises for no apparent reason, but i can, and am this person who sits by himself, unsure of how to fit it. and it sucks, it really does. i read about them going out to sentosa and stuff, going for movies together as one big group, and i dont even get an sms. maybe im just insecure, you reading this may think 'oh this guy thinks he must be invited to everything we do'. oh well, i guess i do sound that way
it really does suck la. im not the guy who cracks the funniest jokes. im not the outstanding player who catches everyone's attention. im not one to speak up infront of a group of people if i have a question. thus, people usually dont really notice me
im afraid of going up to people and talking to them. im afraid that theyll find me weird, find me irritating, and ill get ignored even more. insecure, thats me. i wanna be involved, but i am afraid that if i ask if i could go along, people will think that i am proud or whatever. do anyone who is from the group i am talking about even reads this blog? i have no idea. oh well
maybe i care too much about what people think of me, but thats just me. sucks. sorry lack of vocab. anyone from nyp ultimate who reads this blog, please let yourself be known. tag or something. sorry if i sound like some asshole
God bless
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